I’ve been meditating on some Psalms recently, and remembered re-writing Ps. 84 into my own words when I lived in Kenya.
God, what joy to live in your presence,
in fact, to even have You live within me.
How I long to have more of You, LORD,
to live in a way
that my life is consumed with pleasing You
and You alone.
In Your presence, God,
even the littlest birds are safe.
They lack nothing.
They can go through life trusting you
and delighting in you.
Ah, that I may be like that:
Singing my heart out to You,
trusting you with my whole being.
Trusting You completely brings peace
even when I go through tough times,
even when I don’t think I have the strength to endure.
Faith paves the road that leads to you,
that leads to complete peace,
to complete fulfillment,
to a place where I would lack nothing—
not even the strength to endure
because You are my strength.
God most high—the one and only God—
would You hear my prayer?
I approach You with my shield of faith.
Walking with You, Lord,
and knowing that You walk with me,
is far better than anything I could ever imagine.
In fact, I would rather scrub floors
knowing that You are with me
than have some high-paying job
and live separated from Your presence.
Why? Because You are my source,
my source of light,
my source of life,
my source of protection.
In You, I have found
a reason to live
and a life far better than what I could ever imagine.
If I live a life worthy of the One I host
—though I cannot do so in an of myself—
You will not withhold anything good from me!
It’s hard for me to wrap my mind around that sometimes.
GOD of all gods,
my life is only meaningful
if I trust in you.